Thursday, July 30, 2009

About Waiting...

Let's start on the Home front.
I'm waiting to be told the truth. The truth about everything. I've been lied to my whole life, just it's all bullshit. I'm waiting to be told that I'm a good kid, and that no, I'm not the reason why everyone is on edge when I'm around.


With guys, that's another issue. I will meet these incredible, amazing guys. Sweet as anything. Then, I wait too long and they move on. They'd ask me out and I'd wait to long to answer. I had to think about the decision I'd be making. When I'm ready to say yes, they've moved on. Its not like I take days or anything. Just too long. I feel so guilty. And then they date these girls, the luckiest girls. They don't even know how lucky.

BTW- Done summer school. :)

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